Back to School…

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My fears/excitement has finally arrived; school. I’ve been waiting all summer for this and yet, I’ve been dreading it since it started growing closer and closer. I’m finally in my last year of high school and after I graduate, I’m done my four years of hell…well technically two years of hell because I had a lot of fun during the time I was in grade 9 and 10. I still need to grab a few things for school like two more folders, pens, and white out then purchase stuff from school like a new sketch book and art pencils.

I can’t believe this is happening though! I thought I’d always be stuck in high school and now I have to finish doing research on universities and programs to apply into. I have to study my *ss off this year and get at least an 85% average for UofT and other universities.

The sad realization I’m having about this is that:

1) I don’t graduate with the friends I want to graduate with.

2) No grad trip

3) Maybe no prom for me because I’ll feel miserable there.

4) No date to my prom

5) I’m graduating from a pathetic school.

The GOOD thing is that I’ll be done and if I get into UofT I will be moving back home <3

Posted by Nekorini on September 3rd, 2010 :: Filed under General (Life),Uncategorized
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Not Happy?

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I’m not sure what it exactly is or what’s been going on with me lately, but I realized that I can’t go back to how I used to be – normal. I mean over the year I’ve been stuck here by myself, I’ve been gradually changing and I hate it. Sure to others I can probably pull off the, “Hey look at me! I’m the same old Sabrina you know!” for a while whenever I’m talking to them but…I can’t seem to fool those that are close to me.

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Posted by Nekorini on August 1st, 2010 :: Filed under General (Life)
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